I'm Nicole! I am a sophomore at Plymouth State University. I am a childhood studies major working on a degree in Early Childhood. I love music and LOOOVE THE BRUINS!
So this is me venting. I fucking hate school i am so worked up, stress, and having anxiety attacks over this semester. my math class is like the worst i dont know how to do any of this shit and dont know why i have to learn this to teach first graders this. if i dont understand it how is a first grader supposed to understand it. second of all, this math class should be teaching us HOW to teach elementary students math. I am not going to be a fucking high school or college teacher no way in hell. second of all with the praxis, i failed it once and now i am taking it next wednesday, probably going to fail once again. i dont understand how a test should shape my career of being a teacher. i suck at taking tests, i have such bad test anxiety. if i dont pass that praxis i cant get into placement next year whih means ill have to take a year off and i dont want to do that. or i just drop out and switch my major. its frustrating because i put so much time and effort into this major and into my education to just give up and i feel so bad because my parents are paying for me to go to this school. ughhh i just dont know what to do. i need to go to the gym and blow off some steem, that is the best way for me to relieve stress and anger!!